The Most Beautiful Year In My Life

That moment still is pretty vivid in my mind. I still remember that clearly, it’s like it was happened yesterday. Often in my mind, the memories that once belonged to us. Everyone said that time can treat everything, but cannot erase the memories between us from my head. He was so deeply-rooted in my mind that was impossible to get rid of it. Finally, I accepted and learned from the experienced. This was a paramount turning point for my eternal life. Obviously, it was the darkest moment for me too. If I could do it over again, I would not make the same decision. Yes, I regretted. In one’s life, there will at least once in a while that we forget ourselves for in a bid of someone for no result, just to meet the one in our most beautiful year.

That year I was seventeen years old, he was twenty years old. We met each other in our most beautiful, wonderful and precious year. I had my heart set on him and I believed he was the one who could give me what I needed. We shared the similar views together. It was truly cannot erase the dribs and drabs of us as it was the precious memories between us. No matter that were good or worst, that was our previous memories too. Since our first sight, I knew that I could not flinch from his tenderness. Moreover, I grew up in a strict household family. I lost my freedom since I was born. I hated to be fettered. I was envied of my classmates as they had their own freedom to do what they wanted. On the contrary, I stayed at home and revised what I learned from the school. The only time I could go out was shopping with my parents. They were overprotective. They used to teach me those things that were not what I wanted.

Every time I saw my classmates gather together for movies or birthdays, I was envied. I never participated in any activities at school. Every student said that I was freak. Although I was the top student in my school, my parents would not satisfied no matter how hard I tried. I could not stand it, it distorted my life. Therefore, I started engaged with those hooligans, a gang of bad company. I knew that I should not associated with them. However, they gave the freedom for me. They let me found those unprecedented happiness. I felt the relaxation while I spent my time with them. At first, we would gather during break time at school. From day to day, I abandoned my studies. I started paly truant to hang out with them and wrote the fake absence letter to my teacher.

That day, I escaped from school and went to a bar nearby. There was the place of our first met. He was the handsome guy among the boys. His good looking with his captivating eyes which gave me more excuse to know more about the guy. I ordered myself to keep away from him as I knew that better no to be associated with a guy like him, he was dangerous, but I was too curious to know what was lurking behind his look. I would like to figure out his secret and the story behind the tattoos that were inked in his armed. I was curious to find out more. Both of us fell in love at our first sight. After that day, I had skip classes to date with him and he would wait for me outside my school with his motorcycle. He looked after me carefully. I knew that he was very concerned about me but he never confess to me as he scared to hurt me at the last. This is because he could not give me a promised to stay safety last forever at my side.

One day, I accidentally ran across the street and he was chased after by his foes. He was outnumbered no matter how light-fingered he was. Without any hesitation, I rushed toward to help without thinking the consequence. He tried to stop me but he failed. There was a voice in my mind, how can I just left him alone. No, it was impossible, I would not do that. This knife missed me by a hair’s breadth, I was left for dead. He rushed toward me and held me tightly as he tried to protect me. Fortunately, his gang of friends came on time to save us. He breathed a sigh of relief and soon taken me away by force. He got hot under the collar wherefore I was afraid. I knew I was wrong, I should not put myself into danger in the spur of the moment. I stood in front of him with my head down. He looked at me quietly and soon he only twined my waist with his arm and reverted me to his side. We hugged each other tightly. He said that what I did makes him anxious. He said that he cannot bear it anymore, hi wanted to stay by my side and protect me. I was touched by his tenderness. He made me felt that I finally found spiritual home and found the feeling of being loved. Although he was a gangster, he never does bad things in front of me. He quitted smoking and rude language for me, In order to become even better, he had removed his bad habit. He became the person that I could pour my heart out to. We just like the other couples, dated and played together. I thought those happiest day of us could keep it ever after. However, life was not a bed of roses.

My happiest day would over as my parents noticed that I was lied to them and did not go to school anymore. I became the rebellious girl. I had an argument with my parents and I ran away from house as I cannot understood and listen what they had told me. Therefore, I left my house and met with him. He was the only one who could understand me and listen to me. I was the only one who could understand me and listen to me. I was disappointed about my parents. “Take me away, please! Take me away!” I shouted to him. I sat behind of his motorcycle and hugged him tightly. I really hoped that moment can be still. I still remember that day was a raining day. There was an oncoming car. It was too late for us to avoid the car. We hit the car and fell off from the motorcycle. At that critical moment, he hugged me tightly to protect me from injured. I was sustaining minor injuries and I found that he was lying in a pool of blood. It was a scene to chill the flesh! All that happened in a split second and fear overwhelmed me. I shouted at him but there was no response. No matter how I cried, I shouted, there was no response too. I regretted. Because of my caprice, I troubled him to death. It was all my fault, but it was too late for me to regret. Everything I had or had not does for him, said or had not said to him were too late for me. Our life is short, do not hold those important words as you will have no time to say again.

Last but not emphatically least, that year I was a teenager who at the sensible age and I am not mature enough. I want to chase for my freedom and want to show that I am mature enough to make my decision. For parents, they have not realized that their daughter are already mature enough and treat me as the baby, That is why the conflict comes, the only way to solve it is to understand each other. Through these experienced, I had been fall into the bottom of my life and learned from the experienced. I started to back to school after this, I meet more new friends and I take part in the activities at school. I want to become a better person as not let him disappointed. Everyone said life should have a crack, so that we could have a light shoots. I dreams to become a teacher and I will learned to try harder to achieve my dream. Now, I am still the top student in my school again and my parents were as happy as a lark.